靈視

Gregory And The Hawk - Soulgazing

I was doing fine missin' the marks, missin' the lines
And the days I would catch myself from fallin'
you wanted all of that and more

Keep me, collect me like the stones
you would find on the beach
Tumble me smooth
you know it's some of that I need

 Bleed

I was doing fine meeting my words according to time
But the poetry written to save me
you wanted all of that and more
Keep me, collect me like the rare records on your shelf
Spin me at half speed
I need some of that myself

Bleed

What are you fighting for?
(I was doing fine)
too sad I'm same as yours?
(and the days I would catch myself from fallin')
what are you fallin' for?
(Keep me, collect me like the stones you would find on the beach)
too sad I'm same as yours?
(Tumble me smooth you know it's some of that I need)

格格與隼　－　靈視

那些常被我思想與紀錄的字句
在我陷入你情網的日子裏
不斷因為你而被招喚

擁有我，收藏我
像你在海邊發現的石頭
滾滑我磨光我
你知何我所需

為此流血


我善與字句相處時間可以為證
詩僅因拯救而發生
而你索需的更多

擁有我，收藏我
像你架上珍貴的唱盤
使我慢慢為你旋轉

為此暈眩


你掙扎的你悲傷的
也和我的一樣嗎？
你心醉的你哀愁的
也和我的一樣嗎？

The Wolven Storm (Priscilla's song)

風雪狼蹤（普西拉之歌）

These scars long have yearned for your tender caress
纍纍傷痕久盼被你觸撫
To bind our fortunes, damn what the stars own
束你我宿命　藐災星厄障
Rend my heart open , then your love profess
袒懷剜我心　為邀你愛駐
A winding, weaving fate to which we both atone
命羈絆　運多舛　你我償

You flee my dream come the morning
晨曦偏至 　你離我夢而去
Your scent - berries tart, lilac sweet
莓果酸　丁香甜　留你芬芳
To dream of raven locks entwisted, stormy
夢裏黑髮卷雲寒鴉烏雲
Of violet eyes, glistening as you weep
紫羅蘭的眼眸閃閃瑩瑩

The wolf I will follow into the storm
狼蹤依可循　隻身赴蒼蒼
To find your heart, its passion displaced
密覓尋你心　即使情長逝
By ire ever growing, hardening into stone
憑怨空消長　堅硬作磐石
Amidst the cold to hold you in a heated embrace
獵獵淒風湧　你入懷　情如熾

You flee my dream come the morning
晨曦偏至 　你離我夢而去
Your scent - berries tart, lilac sweet
莓果酸　丁香甜　留你芬芳
To dream of raven locks entwisted, stormy
夢裏黑髮卷雲寒鴉烏雲
Of violet eyes, glistening as you weep
紫羅蘭的眼眸閃閃瑩瑩

I know not if fate would have us live as one
造化未可知　許你我連理
Or if by love's blind chance we've been bound
或盼姻緣巧　相牽結同心
The wish I whispered, when it all began
竊竊私語時　命運輪迴始
Did it forge a love you might never have found?
鑄情深若此　人世再難尋？

You flee my dream come the morning
晨曦偏至 　夢醒　你去
Your scent - berries tart, lilac sweet
莓果酸　丁香甜　僅留芬芳
To dream of raven locks entwisted, stormy
夢裏黑髮卷雲寒鴉烏雲
Of violet eyes, glistening as you weep
紫羅蘭的眼眸閃閃瑩瑩

羅曼死

我們循光線逃脫
在陰影邊緣起舞
以肉身抵抗成長
以成長抵抗沉默
然而心走得太快
柔軟的地方變得乾澀
美妙的地方變得荒蕪
時間停滯在你的眼底
光離開你的眉宇
節拍終將會停止
羅曼完成它的死

Romance
-Ex:Re
from album: Ex:Re (2018)

[Verse 1]
And in the night
It was a drunken stutter
Started as a next to nothing conversation
And then he's tearing me out
Taking me apart at my friend's house
I was uncomfortable
I was hurt
Still with blue innocence in his eyes
I felt my reasoning was harsh
With every stab wound and exhale
I promised myself that I would never lose my youthful fears of grown up men
I'm scarred with cruel intentions
I thought of another the whole time
Who would have never stared me like that
See he saw me as a human

[Verse 2]
This one thinks I'm a slaughterhouse
He pretends that he's understanding
And you know in the grand scheme of everything
He's probably called a nice man
Or an ordinary kind of man
Or a stereotype with strong hands
I'm so sad at how little joy I realised within my time with my ex guy
Before these statues arrived

[Chorus]
Romance is dead and done
And it hits between the eyes on this side
The grass is dead and barren
And it hurts between my thighs on this side

[Verse 3]
I could begin to open up and risk desire
For I move slower and
Quieter than most
I grew up too quick and I still forgive too slow
Oh I wish there was another way

[Chorus]
Romance is dead and done
And it hits between the eyes on this side
The grass is dead and barren
And it hurts between my thighs on this side

[Verse 4]
See me here
Meet me here
I don't care
If it's not repeated
I want to know who you are
For every second we outrun the moon and dread the sun come up
I want to know who you are
So I don't have to check my stuff's still here when you're gone
I want to know who you are
I want to know who you were

[Chorus]
Romance is dead and done
And it hits between the eyes on this side
The grass is dead and barren
And it hurts between my thighs on this side

[Post-Chorus]
This side
This side
This side
This side

Songwriters: Elena Tonra
Romance lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL NIGHT

被霓虹浸潤的大街
雨漸漸乾去
窗外吹來微風
你的髮稍在臉頰上跳舞

世界是這麼絢麗
現在才注意到
在知曉了愛的黃昏中
從心的最深處

What a beautiful night
多麼美好的夜晚
月亮的影子　習以為常的大樓　都在閃耀著
就連迷路的街弄也是　噢　女孩

Such a beautiful smile
如此美麗的笑容
妳不知道　妳的笑容是最純潔的魔法
What a beautiful night
多麼美好的夜晚
出發吧　來　從這裡到永遠
在紅黃交疊的河水上

順水行舟　也有堵塞的一天
我們只是客旅
只是靠星座指引的人
昨天和明天都沒有的瞬間
走向「此刻」吧

What a beautiful night
多麼美好的夜晚
光的波浪　在你的臉頰上搖晃著
Such a beautiful smile
如此美好的笑容

我不會忘記這溫暖的時光
將眼淚及悲傷全都拋開
要是變成了綠燈　就踏下油門吧
What a beautiful night
多麼美好的夜晚
月影　大樓　如常的事物　都在閃耀
就連迷路的街弄也是　噢　女孩

Such a beautiful smile
如此美麗的笑容
妳不知道　妳的笑容是最純潔的魔法
What a beautiful night
多麼美妙的夜晚
和青澀的愛　從這裡到永遠

輸贏皆地獄

比賽開始
青春燃盡
衝入虛空
美妙生活
轉眼成空
氣力用盡
追尋天命
最終發現
孤寂真意
末日
啊末日
我在這裡
最後
最後的
宇宙賽車手

比賽繼續

溫柔的刀

在iNDIEVOX買了惘聞的IV；牢牢扣住我的第三曲。
歌詞以訛傳訛變化多端，糾結的幾個詞兒聽上八遍也聽不出所以然，
索性就當它擁有多重意義。

從學校，從人群，從城市，
平靜文弱的聲音(帶著咬不清楚的英文)一路撕扯上去。
洶湧的聲音招喚出的影像和印象在這八分多鐘內在我的腦袋裡無限迴放吶喊。


在豆瓣看到對岸後青令人羨慕的現場心得：

「標準的後搖青年是什麼樣呢？哪怕你再怎麼被音樂控制，也不會興奮的手舞足蹈，極其克制壓抑著瘋狂的情緒，看著腳或瞇著眼，有節奏的點頭，左腳隨著鼓打著拍子。」

「主唱非常少年，絕對低調、悶騷、自毀傾向嚴重，每當爆發的時候，猙獰的臉綻放了全部的魅力，那一刻的站姿，表情，紅著的眼圈，絕望的眼神，讓我失控，失神，直至迷失。」


好像應該對號入座一下，但我是不會一個人衝現場的那種。
抑鬱和悶騷也是一種才華，沒有才華的就當悶騷的中二樂迷。





Rust Inside
/惘聞


In the valley, in the pretty star
I saw the shining light out of your smile

Am I hurting you on your broken heart?
Am I a mean trick man with twisted mind?

It’s a sappy song in word, lacking all the trust,
wearing all the skins, sparking in the smile

Shadow in the ground, people are born to blame
They are trying to find a way to the pale living place

In the valley, in the pretty star
There is a shining light out of your smile

It’s a sappy song in word, lacking all the trust,
wearing all the fouls, sparking in the sun

Lying on the ground, sailing on the boat
Are you suffering all the pains? Are you tasting all the blames?

Wearing all the skins, dropping all the faces
Am I wasting all your time? Am I killing all your life?

To the end of all my road, to the sunrise all alone.
Are you sinking to below?
Are you dating me alone?

Are you shaking from the words?
Are you shaking from the world?
Are you changing me from now?
Are you cheating me from now?

莉卡麗愛跳舞

愛無欲


Rather die in your arms, than die lonesome
Rather die hard, than die hollow
The higher that I climb
the deeper I fall down
I'm running out of time
So let's dance while we're waiting

We will live longer than I will
We will be better than I was
We can cross rivers without wind
We can do better than I can
So dance while you can
Dance cause you must

Love out of lust
Dance while you can

Rather live out a lie than live wondering
How the fire feels while burning
For life is like a flame
And the ashes for wasting
So honey don't be afraid
To dance while we're waiting


So tired of waiting
Come baby...

藥

「It's the little things.」
「The little things... There's nothing bigger, isn't it?」

心煩意亂。尋覓解藥。
晚上聽音樂時被Spiritualized 的歌擊中(第47)，
感覺很熟悉發現原來是Vanilla Sky的配樂之一，
心煩意亂下又把電影看了一遍。
看完之後對照網路上的list，
花整個晚上找出五十幾首所有出現的配樂，
活像個意亂情迷的影迷。
但是其實有好幾首根本不曉得在哪裡出現過。

卡麥隆不愧是樂評人出身的導演，
成名在望和伊莉莎白小鎮都還在等我！

其實我喜歡這部片的程度只不過就是
在二輪電影院連續看兩遍
買了原聲帶買了VCD (DVD高中買不起)
之後又買了的西語的原始版
還偷偷撕掉圖書館世界電影雜誌小海報
的程度而已。

騷動

平常不太會注意舞曲型樂隊
但是The Hundred In The Hands的這支MV實在讓我很愛
看了一遍又一遍
畫面跟音樂一樣瀰漫著爆炸力
特效簡單剪接俐落
比起許多大費周章卻無聊又矯情的MV要好看太多







Commotion


Fade away
Blotto daylight
Latency

Holding on
Got potential
Wait and see


Irritation
Expectation


Bridge to break
Still time to make it
Rile me up
And you make me wait
Bridge to break
Still time to make,
Got time to make it


Cold love,
You loosen my alignments,
Oh I
Lie when I say I won’t go down


Can’t get enough
Of your commotion
Oh I
Measure my length along the ground
The ground...


Cool, quiet provocateur
Killing time,
Stirring it up


Hooligan
Quite inciting
Skin you’re in


But you
Can’t nick the nick


You rile me up
And you make me wait
Rile me up
And you make me wait
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
Got time to make it

波麗露露公主與孔雀

星期六聽表妹彈琴
第三首是很喜歡的拉威爾的《死公主的孔雀舞》(Pavane for a dead princess)

拉威爾的鋼琴曲不像鋼琴霸主蕭邦或同期的德布西那樣有名
因此還沒有被周董或木瓜之城那樣的消費過

一直覺得"死公主的孔雀舞"這個名字譯的不是很好
「死公主」讓人覺得好像在罵「死男人」、「死胖子」一樣
最可怕是看過還有翻成《嬰屍孔雀舞》的..
也有人翻成《已故公主的帕凡舞曲》但感覺贅字太多
何不翻成《帕凡公主的孔雀舞》
至少聽起來美多了

我也喜歡拉威爾的《波麗露舞曲》(Boléro)
日本綜藝節目愛用歌

最近才看到這支舞完整的影片
喜歡Maya Plisetskaya 跳的最早的版本
音樂和畫面都破破的
感覺有一種古味

長笛神秘、小號鬱烈
旋律重複再重複
樂器疊加再疊加
變成盛大的交響
茁壯的旋律像蛇笛
一種氛圍不停在蠱惑著騷動著
聚光燈下的舞者孔雀開屏般舞了足足十五分鐘
不知不覺想最近看了的《燕子》描寫的舞者們

Komm, süsser Tod

Come, sweet death

I know, I know I've let you down　　　　 我知道，我讓你失望了

I've been a fool to myself　　　　           我一直像個傻子

I thought that I could　　                        以為自己可以

live for no one else　　　　                 不為任何人而存在

But now, through all the hurt and pain   而如今，忍受了無數傷痛之後

It's time for me to respect                   　這次我會正視

the ones you love mean　　                      超過一切

more than anything　　　　                       愛的意義

So with sadness in my heart　　　　    就這樣心中帶著悲傷

I feel the best thing I could do           　   我發現我唯一能做的

is end it all　　　　                         就是讓一切結束

and leave forever　　　　                     然後永遠地離去

What's done is done it feels so bad　 該過去的都過去了卻終究令人難過

What once was happy now is sad　　　 應該有的幸福已成了悲歌

I'll never love again　　　　                  我將永遠不再愛

my world is ending　　　　                   我的世界正在終結

I wish that I could turn back time　　　 我多希望我能將時間倒轉

cos now the guilt is all mine　　　　 因為現在的我背負了所有的罪

can't live without　　　　                     得不到所愛之人的心

the trust from those you love　           　    便活不下去

I know we can't forget the past　　　　 我明白我們無法忘卻過去

you can't forget love and pride　　　　 無法遺忘愛與自尊

because of that, it's killing me inside          因為這樣，它摧毀了我的心

It all returns to nothing　　　　 　一切回歸虛無

it all comes tumbling down　　　 世界塌了下來

tumbling down, tumbling down　　　　  　萬物都在崩毀　　　　

It all returns to nothing　　　　   　　       什麼都沒有了

I just keep letting me down　　      　　 我只能一直墜落

letting me down, letting me down　　　　       不停墜落

In my heart of hearts　　　　   　　在我內心深處

I know that I could never love again  　　我知道我再也無法愛人

I've lost everything　　　　     　　我失去了一切

everything　　　　               　　        一切的一切

everything that matters to me　　　　 　所有關於我與這個世界

matters in this world　　　　　           一切的一切

in crimson skyies

最近聽了一張很有感覺的OST
和以前一樣
不知道是何時何處得到的..
好像是因為看了這支廣告
聽到了To Build A Home這首歌
找到了Les ailes pourpres 這張專輯

講的應該是紅鶴的故事
由迪士尼製作
不過這不重要
重要的是這張OST
序曲就令人感動地要落淚
製作這張專輯的Cinematic Orchestra 樂團
靠團名並不難猜出他們是做什麼類型的音樂
光是靠絃樂與鋼琴旋律的鋪陳
就能讓人浸入一種電影般深沉 優美 莊嚴 憂傷的氛圍中
唯一出現人聲的最後一曲
悠揚的主旋律一出現又讓我整人酥軟了下來...

阿飛西亞

忙碌紛嚷的生活，
人們無不竭盡心力地為自己上一層光鮮亮麗的外衣，
辭不達意並且以面具武裝自己，
這是失語的鱷魚社會，
一個失去感動能力、虛情假意，
看似美好卻膚淺的社會。

每隔一段時間就會將失語的鱷魚社會拿出來，
放進WALKMAN
用耳機聽一遍






Behind the river

favorite track.






PS. behind the river 讓我想起某些想不起來的事

PPS. WEG 的River was filled with stories
　　　後搖萬歲！

五期噴射

我看，你只是愛Racing

我看，妳也只是愛包包



我看，我就只愛那首歌

新秩序

Ceremony是New Order成軍的第一隻單曲
也是我最喜歡的一首
他們很少有這麼激憤昂然的歌
電台頭的版本幾乎保留了原汁原味
可以連播好幾遍





Love Vigilantes則是被Iron & Wine翻唱過後才擊中我




我剛來此地
從日出之處
從必勝之戰
以真理之名
我軍勇無敵
自由解放你


來福槍手榴彈
上帝一路相伴
我想見家人
妻兒等著我
我已經回家
我曾經如此孤獨


你只是不能相信
我曾有過的歡樂
當我終於離開時
我已回到家
在天空飛翔
我的信念沒有虛假
我願意為家園而死
不久我將看見


當我經過家門
妻子哭倒地上
雙眼滿是淚水
我不知道為什麼
我看到她的手裡
緊握著一封電報
說我是一個勇者
說我已經犧牲


我想見家人
妻兒等著我
我已經回家
我曾經如此孤獨



Oh I've just come
From the land of the sun
From a war that must be won
In the name of truth
With our soldiers so brave
your freedom we will save
With our rifles and grenades
And some help from God
I want to see my family
My wife and child waiting for me
I've got to go home
I've been so alone, you see


You just can't believe
The joy I did recieve
When I finally got my leave
And I was going home
Oh I flew through the sky
my convictions could not lie
For my country I would die
And I will see it soon
I want to see my family
My wife and child waiting for me
I've got to go home
I've been so alone, you see


When I walked through the door
My wife she lay upon the floor
And with tears her eyes were sore
I did not know why
Then I looked into her hand
And I saw the telegram
That said that I was a brave, brave man
But that I was dead
I want to see my family
My wife and child waiting for me
I've got to go home
I've been so alone, you see



translate: galeer

在奇怪的夢境中不要說話

Humming Ga Kikoeru

Lyric:


在奇怪的夢境中不要說話
那個小孩騎著腳踏車向前奔跑
一直追著她看
竟然騎到空中了
輕飄飄的浮在空中
臉上有些微的靦腆

如果是現在
一定會嚇一跳
大大的夢想實現了
這種感覺好舒服
一天就這樣開始了
相信有一天
一定會發現
一個美麗的自己
不要說話　你看那個孩子
已經騎著腳踏車過來了









在轉台的時候偶然發現櫻桃小丸子的ED好耳熟
仔細尋找原來是在MP3海裡被歸類錯誤的Kahimi Karie(都是這傢伙還唱法文的關係)
她的歌聽起來像是甜美傾向又慵懶又軟綿綿的迷幻搖滾(有點像CHARA用氣音唱歌)
總之發現是小丸子的片尾曲之後不知道為何覺得更好聽了

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Blonde Redhead這張也是屬於剛開始沒什麼感覺的類型
卻越聽越有勁
清幽迷濛的聲音
用盡全力奔跑的節奏
乍聽震耳欲聾的聲響包裹著絢麗的迷幻的旋律

歌詞雖和23歲沒什麼關係
但仍然映照出也許是23歲的
失落與哀傷
執著與癡狂啊






Top Ranking
歌詞同樣有看沒懂...
之前看到Miranda July用這首歌不曉得是在幹麻的自拍MV
(Miranda,
自導自演you and me and everyone we know的那個有才華的怪咖女)

Bus

Bus - The Radio Dept.


What are you gonna do if nothing happens?
but...
Nothing happens
Nothing happens around here




8/1 Placebo
8/2 Radio Dept, 小島麻由美, Tizzy Bac, 甜梅號...

其實就算剛好放假我也不會去吧
去看變形金鋼2大概也就是我的極限了

OASIS都走了，我還在當兵。幹！

Doves的成名曲，
音樂配上MV很加分。
這種拼貼的夢幻風格讓我想起Coldplay的Viva La Vida，
卻更有內容的多。
說到Vina La Vida我又想起在憲校的時候，
莒光日的虎嘯笙歌出現了Coldplay這首歌。
大家都在下課休息，我獨自坐在位子上看著MV感動得幾乎落淚。
這種情況在到清泉崗之後的某天晚上出完公差在平坦的路上騎機車奔馳時，
哼著Fake plastic trees到最後一句時的感觸很像。

like a bike without brakes

CobSOn
莫名奇妙發現到的團
一聽之下覺得還不賴
用辜狗卻只搜到一堆沐浴乳和化粧品
還是邱國好厲害一下就找出來
原來是法國的團，只出了幾張EP
但驢子卻再也搜尋不到
最近牠有點懶散